The martyrdom of Saint Peter
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Outer martyrdom(Outer crucifixion)
On the leftside you can see the outer martyrdom of Saint Peter.
What is the problem?
The Lord God is longsuffering. The Lord God suffers long before He take vengeance on His enemies.
One cannot call himself a christian if he never experienced inner martyrdom. I'm not talking about outer martyrdom. Outer martyrdom is in vain without inner martyrdom.
If someone takes a live of a christian through outer martyrdom, the inner martyrdom won't stop. The inner martyrdom shall continue.
Inner martyrdom(Inner crucifixion)
Inner martyrdom is the martyrdom of the soul. When the soul finds the pleroma. He looks at it and he keepslooking and the inner substance. The substance inside the body starts to melt.
The Lord God of hosts, He who touches the earth and it melts, And all who dwell there mourn; All of it shall swell like the River, And subside like the River of Egypt.
Therefore all hands will be limp, Every man’s heart will melt,
He sends out His word and melts them; He causes His wind to blow, and the waters flow.
And even he who is valiant, whose heart is like the heart of a lion, will melt completely. For all Israel knows that your father is a mighty man, and those who are with him are valiant men.
Next
Next the Lord will pour water on him water on him who is thirsty. On him who has melted away.
I will open rivers in desolate heights, And fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, And the dry land springs of water.
For I will pour water on him who is thirsty, And floods on the dry ground; I will pour My Spirit on your descendants, And My blessing on your offspring;
He who believes(trust) in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart(spirit) will
flow rivers of living water.”
Fifth Seal: The Cry of the Martyrs
9 When He opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the testimony (also rain) which they held. 10 And they cried with a loud voice, saying, “How long, O Lord, holy and true, until You judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell on the earth?” 11 Then a white robe was given to each of them; and it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed.
The inner martyrdom is like a boxing game. There stands Lucifer with all his demons in the second heaven and in hades and you have to go with your soul trough hades but the angelic pope needs to watch, watch, watch keep on watching and then punch his own belly and then rivers of water will flow. The bible says: Zechariah 9
11 As for thee also, by the blood of thy covenant I have sent forth thy prisoners out of the pit wherein is no water.
12 Turn you to the strong hold, ye prisoners of hope: even to day do I declare that I will render double unto thee;
The angelic pope saw in his dream the woman and the young white male that were holding him prison and now the angelic is punching them by punching himself together with Jesus in medatition. The angelic pope saw that the woman and the young man were both thrown in the bottemless pit(abyss)
The Lord also showed him that if he punch himself with innerfire through meditation it will rain on Curaçao. So the angelic pope is doing it for the rain and he is doing it because he knows that he is not getting any younger.
That is why the bible says: the violent take it by force. AM loved to scream: the violent take it by force, the violent take it by force.
And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.
The angelic pope was and is martyred inside. This was and is due to racial abuse
Born in 1981, it was relatively good times for Curaçao. Most people were black. There was a great offshore and many jobs in the government. My father had a relatively good job but some people there bully him. So he decided to found a transport business complete with a ship and transport trucks but it didn't go well for him. He couldn't get a business loan. If he was white(caucasian) he could and he would. So there began the racial abuse. We became poor and we had to move to the Netherlands. Because most afro-curacaons move to the Netherlands when becoming poor. This is also a racial abuse, a colonial system sometimes I think it could work out better if Curaçao is independant because then everybody will have to stay.
So when I came to the Netherlands I was bullied a lot at school. They would asks questions like: how are the monkeys doing? Do you have cars in Curaçao? Do you have televisions? You do not belong here. Why won't you back? Because of this I couldn't get a girlfriend. Also there wasn't any black girls at my school. Backthen I didn't realise what was going on but it is tuff for a white girl to bring a black boy home. Also the Dutch girls with antillean men they call Antisnol (antillean bitch) so I had to change my style. Wear earrings, piercings, gold necklaces. Someone like 2pac, Puff Daddy. So I didn't match. I had a chance with a girl in my tabletennis sport. But she backed off and later on I dreamt my tabletennis coach shot me in the back.
Due to my experiences I thought I 'm gonna study public administration. Im gonna find a way to let poor people stay on the island. However the Dutch intelligence shot me in the back. They did animal witchcraft(2000). I ended with a skin disease. I dreamt the Turkish girl was walking and I was riding(on a bycicle). The point is I was riding and hence came a public bus and blocked me. If I had those girls I wouldn't radicalized spiritually. I wouldn't go for radical christianity.
The first time I asked to help me. I dreamt I was in Africa with a lot of bushmen in a jungle and the queeny is saying: I am the person that (should) will have to care? And that is final because the first dream is the final fate. I also saw her standing in a hall and she was crying and a voice said: she went back.
The christianhunt of 2008
I dream the police was outside. Suddenly they all became Ku Klux Klan. At that time in 2008 I didn't even know that the police and all kinds of intelligence were spying on me. But my spirit received it already and they were judged already as being some kind of Ku Klux Klan.
The blackhunt of 2009
My father became ill. I dreamt there were two white men behind a computer looking like hackers and they were studying a specy of gorilla.
The christianhunt of 2013
They started to attack me more viciously in 2013. They became vicious and later on I understood that they were trying to kill me. They call it the witchhunt of 2015 but it is really a christianhunt. They attack my leg and the american sorcerer said to me; yea we had to cut off your wings. We don't want you. I started to dream some stuff. I am telling you I was seeing monkeys everywhere. Monkeys on the walls, monkeys on the ceiling and Queeny GB said to me: we are going to kick you out of Europe back to Curaçao and I saw a lot of monkeys like gorrilla's in cars and they were chasing me. And the voice saying from henceforth(Curaçao) they will continue to chase you. SO there was a racial conspiracy because I wa seeing monkeys everywhere. Most things I tell I have a spiritual back-up for because I can look into the spirits. Therefore I tell you my fate would be different if it wasn't for discrimination. Now is late. There is no way out.
Rev 3:12 he shall go out no more. There is no way back. It is pain everyday cause God is pain.
The christianhunt of 2022-2023
They gattered together in a restaurant a while before 2022. They all got employed in that restaurant. They consulted clairvoyants and they told them; yea you can await
him. He is gonna come in 2022. So they waited and they used a tall girl during my job interview. I tought the tall girl is gonna be there for me. Maybe more supertall women are gonna come. But instead they started to do witchcraft for me. They organized a wedding and the boss said yea it is your wedding. The bride was dressed in purple and the bridegroom was dressed in pink. The balloons were all black and gold meaning that they are black(devils) gold. So basically I couldn't win. Because I should be silver and they are gold. At some point a muscle boy came. Blond hair light eyes, full of muscles, six-pack and they were doing powerlifting to supress my soul. They were walking around saying: oh there is the baby. There we have the young child. I also have a dragon of child back home. They said he wil get sick and I while later I got covid but it wasn't too bad. At somepoint they didn't want me anymore and Aachen began to say didn't he leave yet because the clearvoyants said unto them; he is gonna leave. Thereafter he treated me really bad because I hung a spoon wrong. I left the place
Heavenly Versus Demonic Wisdom
13 Who is wise and understanding among you? Let him show by good conduct that his works are done in the meekness of wisdom. 14 But if you have bitter envy and [h]self-seeking in your hearts, do not boast and lie against the truth. 15 This wisdom does not descend from above, but is earthly, sensual, demonic.
12 “And behold, I am coming quickly, and My reward is with Me, to give to every one according to his work. This means that if I kill myself Curaçao will get the rain. Because Jesus is about killing yourself. It is about being in pain. The bible says nobody really seeks God. We search for other things and Jesus knows that. Because Jesus is pain and there is nobody who searches for pain and there is nobody who loves pain. But I said to God the more He gives the rain the more I will surrender to Him. Also I said if there is no rain also I will surrender in pain so that the next day there may be rain.
Century 10, Quatrain 79
Les vieux chemins seront tous embellys,
Lon passera Memphis somentree:
Le grand Mercure d'Hercules fleur de lys,
Faisant trembler terre, mer & contree.
The old roads(inner roads, tunnel) shall be beautiful,
One will proceed on them to the modern Memphis:
The great Mercury(little) of (great)Hercules fleur-de-lis,
Causing to tremble lands, sea and country.
De angelic pope wordt geforceerd om Hercules te worden omdat hij in een wurggreep wordt gehouden door de spiertoverij van tovenaren die gewichtsheffen in de sportschool en spiertoverij doen door de buik(welke de ziel is) van de angelic pope neer te drukken. Le grand Mercure Hercules fleur de Lys= De grote kleine superman(sterk), supermooi(fleur de lys)
He suffered inner martyrdom due to the witches who wouldn't let him go.
The Fifth Seal: The Cry of the Martyrs refers to the angelic pope. The thousands particles of his soul is crying up to heaven. And the Lord says unto him: wait a little while longer till all particles of your soul has been martyrd. Here you can also see that particles of the soul are under the altar and not in the altar because the witches are pressing the altar.
In my dreams I cried unto the Lord: avenge me and the Lord said unto me five(5). I waited and see what would happen the next 5 januari 2011:And I observed:
Op 5 januari 2011 ontstond even voor half drie in de middag brand bij het bedrijf Chemie-Pack in het haven- en industriegebied Moerdijk.
Century 10, Quatrain 27
Par le cinquiesme & vn grand Hercules
Viendront le temple ouurir de main bellique,
Vn Clement, Iule & Ascans recules,
L'espee, clef, aigle, n'eurent onc si grand picque.
Century 10, Quatrain 27
Through the fifth one(fifth seal) and a great Hercules
They will come to open the temple by hand of war:
One Clement, Julius and Ascanius set back,
The sword, key, eagle, never was there such a great animosity.
The best way
I saw my grandfather and he was lying on a bed in pain. And the bed was on a airplane. And the airplane was flying first to Curaçao and then to Surinam. And sincethen my understanding became complete. I understood that the bestway to spread the anointing over my body was to lie on my bed and focusing. And I also got the final understanding that the nowadays christianity is not real. Because you cannot enter through the gate having a 40 hours job. You cannot meditate. Because when you come home you have to eat and then go to sleep cause the next you must be fit to another day work. So I understood that God had a plan. He lets the mayority to work for the minority and the mayority goes to hell or to perish because he doesn't want a mayority. He wants a great minority. That is his plan. And he says enter by the narrow gate.
De ziel naar boven trekken en dan samen met Jesus punch it
The violent take it by force
But to you who fear My name The Sun of Righteousness shall arise With healing in His wings;
asceticism
Asceticism[a] is a lifestyle characterized by abstinence from worldly pleasures through self-discipline
- Matthew 7:13
The Narrow Way
“Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. - Matthew 7:14Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.
- Luke 13:24“Strive to enter through the narrow gate, for many, I say to you, will seek to enter and will not be able.
I already found it because it is written in the scriptures apocrypha of John:
He answered and said to me, “If) the Spirit descended upon them, they will in any case be saved, and they will change for the better.
Now what I suspect is that at this time God wanted a person full of heavenly energy; the like I will be in 2050. And this angelic pope is gonna let the spirit descend on many. And these persons are not gonna be like me on earth. Instead they will go to another world which is called purgatory and in that world they will change for the better and thereafter they will enter into eternal life.
The Great Multitude in White Robes
After this I looked, and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and before the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding palm branches in their hands.
They are still a minority if you count that the earth had over 10 billion of people during the last 10.000 years.
Over the angelic pope is written:
Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever.